Randy is what?!?!?

day - boring.
feeling - lonely.
girls - cute.
girls - sexy.
girls - trouble.
girls - evil.
boys - evil.
boys - challengers
myself - unfit.
goals - unsure.
friends - worthy
friends - caring
hanging - relaxing
you - friend
me - friend
you - enemy
me - acquaintance
family - family
food - good
food - evil
exercise - goal
music - healing
music - venting
people - stupid
groups - cool
friends - Awesome
chatting - alright
Driving - venting
Driving - fun
School - boring
professors - boring
assignments - depressing
boba - delicious
popcorn - chicken
formality - ellen
Kuya - away
Kuya - doctor
me - unknown
evening - jogging
Clare - hamburger
Clare - corolla
Nicole - porno
Ncole - taco
Chris - celica
Chris - drunker
Chris - fashionable
me - plain
Red - away
Red - moved
Red - lola's
body - exercise
sixpack - almost

Does this make sense to you? try and figure it out.

WHat is up with this year? a grip of people are turning form nice and friendly, to bitchy and selfish. Well, not really bitchy, but more of the selfish side right now. I still think that is bad to be just thinking about yourself, but at times, i guess it is a good thing.
Being nice is good. People enjoy your company, respect is given and recieved. But it's a disadvantage too to be TOO nice..... Favors starts popping up. and it takes up time or resources you don't really want to use on others.....
I know that it's not that bad to just say no....
seriously.... it's easy to say no to drugs, drinks, and other shit.
but to say no to people when they are in a need of help kinda sucks. but it is stupid too to not be prepared for shit that was supposed to be planned out.

Soo yah. Wednesday, i went with Lyle, Jon-Erik, and Chris to Irvine and LA. damn that was fun. First off though, me, lyle, and Jon-erik were waiting for Chris because he was with Yvonnie at UTC. so yah, we waited at Cristie's Bakery (formally known as Valerio's). Then Chris came and we left. On our way to Irvine, there was soo much shit happened in the car, it was EXTREME. Basically, the whole trip was mostly quoting and relating to "Harold and Kumar go to White Castle." yah. it was EXTREME!!!!
We got to Irvine, chilled with Fred. He brought us to this one place near his apartment called "Lee's Resturant" or something like that. They served Viet food. SOo many asian people there, it was crazy.... and cool. After that, we went to watch KABA Modern do a workshop. it was cool. a lot of people there. Fine ass girls. I wanted to bust, but nah... kinda scared..... yah.... i regret it.... whatever. Went to Albertson's to get food. We saw Victor there (Haven't seen him since high school, looks like a korean singer with his hair all colored brown.) Then went back to Fred's apartment to eat and drink. Me, Fred, and Chris had some drinks (Some Jack and Coke), lyle and Jon-erik were sober and playing video games. I was hella red-eyed, Fred was really blunt, and Chris was hella fucked up. He just kept on chatting and chatting..... oh yah, he also got his ears pierced before we left San Diego. We crashed (well, i was hella out of it soo i was the first to fall asleep), then he had to wake up around 4 to get ready to pick up Lyle's Sister Lillian, at LAX around 5:30.
We left, picked her up.... after lyle missed the turn. He had to double back, we saw her shaking her head when we passed by. We picked her up, went to her friend's Melanie's apartment, and all of us slept there too. we got there and slept around 7:30, i got up before 1 pm. We left, went to Melrose (HOLLYWOOD!!!!) did some shopping around there. Went to LA Sport something.... i forgot, but a lot of shoes that i wanted, but too damn expensive. After that, went to Amoeba. Damn that place is tight. the BIGGEST music store i have been too. the 1st flooe had all kinds of music, hip to rock to foreign, and they had it in cd, tapes, and vinyl. soo fraeken tight. the 2nd floor had a grip of videos, anime, martial art, american, asian movies. soo tight, i bought four. There were some BBoy dvds, but none of them caught my eye or were too old for me. Then, we ate at Roscoe's Chicken n' Waffles. that place is good. kinda sucked that water got all over Jon-erik's left leg.
Then we went home. that was it.

That didn't seem that much, but that wasn't the whole thing. the things that really stayed as great moments of the trips were the crazy sayings we all said. and here are most of them, because i forgot some.... i'll editted more when lyle, jon-erik, or chris tell me there are more stuff:

Lyle - He wanted to say "So, i was doing my wife in the ass last night...." but it came out. "Soo, i was doing my ass in the wife last night...."
Chris - "I haven't laughed like that since i was a little girl!!!" AHH, that explains a lot now chris. you with your earrings now.
Fred - "Chris, Shut the **** Up!!!" damn fred, kinda blunt there. you were messed up too.
Fred - At his place, him and lyle were playing Star Wars Battle Front, and he says "Hey lyle! Hey you ever played Star Wars Battle Front?" He wanted something else, but yah... watever.
Me - "Damn it Jon-Erik, that damn fart noise you recorded sounds soo fucking real. QUIT PLAYING IT!!!"
Jon-Erik - "She was grabbing her titties!!! Seriously, that was full, hands-on cup-age." Talking about this one hot pinay that pulled her shitr up that showed off her stomach.... and it brought out her boobs a lot too.
Lyle - "I couldn't sleep at last night. I think i heard two people snoring.... sounded like a freaken symphony."
All of us - "EXTREME!!!!" yah. we crazy!!!! he added Extreme to almost everything we saw. "EXTREME JAYWALKING!!!!"
Chris - He tried to say "Thank you come again" imitating that Indian clerk thing with the accent, but it came out wrong. he said "Thank you, Come Back."
Me - "Lyle, i feel out of place here. not only because it's Irvine and we are from San Diego.... it is also because I'm the darkest one here." And it was true too.
Lyle - He said this once we got onto the i-5 going to Irvine and there was a lot of traffic. "Hey goes want to see something EXTREME?!?! EXTREME DRIVI... oh wait, i can't do it here."
Chris and Lyle (don't know who said it first but i know they both said it) - "You know when you are out of San Diego when you pass those big ass titties near the I-5."
Chris - He was trying to say that this one guy used to play the flute in middle school, and he was using hand gestures. but his gestures didn't match what he said. for "flute," He looked like he was playing the Clarinet. THen lyle jumped in and said "No, he played the Tuba" gesturing a violin.
Chris - "What the hell is spooning?" And he was serious. Man chris, didn't you watch taht porno that they watched at fred's place. The one that Jon-erik taped with his camera.
Me responding to chris - "You take a spoon and just like, scrape between the person's legs." .... that is gross and it most hurt.
Jon-erik responding to the porno video - "Man.... i don't know why i typed that.... seriously you can hear me in the camera saying that."

Soo where do i start.... the beginning STUPID!!!!
Soo yah. I got up around 7, soo i can go to the Naval Hospital to get my labs done. I had to pee in a cup and get my blood taken... and no, not at the same time..... but that would be kinda funny doing.....
Anyways, after that, i went to pick up my paycheck from Waldenbooks. went home, went to sleep. I woke up, called up people, see what was happening, but i had to do some more errands. Had to go to the bank, deposit some money, go to my Uncle's house to drop off a "mysterious" LETTER~~~..... whatever. And then i went to Best Buy beacuse Kuya had to return something. I was looking for Harold and Kumar go to White Castle, but they didn't have it. DAMN YOU BEST BUY!!!!! but yah. I heard if enough DVDs of that movie get sold, there will be a part two!!! soo yah. Go support bitches!!!
After that, went to hang out with Chris, Lyle, and Jon-erik. We were supposed to watch Spanglish, but yah, i had to leave. I gave me and chris' tickets to Teresa and Diana. It was aiight, because chris got the tickets for free.
After that, we went to Deanne's dorm to visit. it was aiight. small, cozy, good place to study. i had to break for her, but I HELLA SUCK!!!!.... i need to battle someone and have a smooth floor...... watever. i suck anyways. But yah.
It was fun just walking around UCSD in the mist, getting lost, having funny comments about the movie "Harold and Kumar." It was great.... even though i haven't seen the whole thing yet..... i'll see it next time.
SOoo good night. Hope to hang out with you laters!!!!

Soo yah. Yesterady was fun. in the afternoon, i went to the gym with Kuya, it was good, haven't been there for a while soo yah.
After that, i went to pick up Lyle, then Deanne at UCSD Cross Culture Center. She was waiting for her friends soo me and lyle waited for her there. Lyle saw a bunch of people that he knows that goes to UCSD, Mister popular, you.
Later, Deanne came with her friend Pauline. We drove to Diana's house soo we can meet up with everyone. When we got there, Diana, Bethanie, Brian Q., and Cassie was there. Then Chris came by, and two more people came by too. We left, we were supposed to caravan, but yah, i was impatient, sorry. I almost missed the turn to get on the I-5, and i was at the far left, soo i cut through 3 lines to get there. My bad.
We got to the club, but Deanne and Pauline only had the UCSD ID cards, soo we had to wait. I told everyone to just go on ahead and we will meet up with them later. Deanne made a few calls and they lucked out, her that was supposed to come with us that didn;t because he was asleep, he was able to bring the IDs to them. You soo lucky Deanne.
After that, we went inside, met up with everyone else, and had a good time. A lot of white people out of rhythm but hey, it was aiight. There was a point when we were dancing at this one spot, it smelt SOO FUCKING BAD!!!! Some seriously case of B.O. iI never smelt something like that before.
Towards the end, we all were dancing at this one corner away from the claustrophobic dance floor. It was cool. Me and Diana were teaching Bethanie how to dance all ghetto, Chris and Lyle were dancing wtih Deanne and Pauline, and I got to "battle" this one guy. Didn't do much because it's Margarita Rocks, but hey. i still did something.
After that, i drove Pauline and Deanne to their dorms at UCSD. And me and lyle met up with Chris, Diana, and Bethanie at Denny's in Mira Mesa. It was fun, a lot of funny moments and random sayings, and the waiter was cool too. He was telling us riddles and he gave a dollar to Lyle and Diana for guess how old is Bob Baker from Price is Right. (Damn it, i should of said 81).
That is it, and that night was fun. Laters. Let's go hang out in a group again.

Phrases of that night:
"Stop scouting and go dance already!" Bethanie & Me to Diana
"EWW!!! Big-ass fat girl w/ a big-ass gut a skanky-ass shirt that doesn't cover it her gut = a gross ass image that is burnt into your mind." Me to Brian about one of the girls on the go-go box.
"WOO, It's Lindsey Lohan!!!!" - Deanne about another girl on the go-go box.
"$4 for water?!?! This better be the BEST tasting waer ever..... you got lucky." - Lyle to me when i got water from the bar.
"I can only "get my eagle on" at the chorus." - Diana to these three guys watching her get her eagle on.
"I can't do this girl-on-girl action for more than 10 seconds.... oh k, times up!!!" - Bethanie to me and Diana when diana was grinding up against her.
"Ghetto Booty Dancing 101" - Me to Bethanie when Diana was teaching her how to booty shake.
"You soo won that battle, that guy had a funny face." - Deanne to me leaving the club.
"Sugar Sugar, how you get so fly?" - Diana to Chris because Diana is always mean to chris.
"Honey... sweetie... dear" - Chris to Daian because..... wait a minute... Chris was nice to you from the beginning.
"Cause I'm locked up.... and they won't let me out." Lyle to Diana Because that song was stuck in his head and diana hates that song.

So yah, i was still sick this morning. that hella sucked. I missed my history class because I had to study for the Econ essay test.... TRIED TO is the key word. it soo sucked. I couldn't concentrate because of my damn cold, it sucked. Soo yah, i took the test, i was the second on done, it made me feel bad because everyone else was still writing all this shit, and i was like.... fuck this.
I got home, i slept, and my cousin Red comes over and then we go on base to the old gym. Used their aerobics romo to break. Took some pics of poses. Red said i am getting better, i kinda think soo too, even though i dont got a windmill yet.... whatever though, i still got some style and poses down.
got home, felt a little but better. but my Kuya is still sick, soo yah,i had to avoid him.... sorry, but i don't want to get sick again.

Moment of the day: Whilei was breaking, i did an armchair and my legs were straight up where i was holding my foot with my free hand. It was soo tight.... i so puled that shit out of my ass. but yah. my legs are kinda sore.... I LIKE IT!!!!

Well, had a bad start today. went to school at around 9ish. studied a little bit for japanese. the drama was fun, soo was the shows before that. the test was pretty oh k. there was a section where i was completely lost. i know i messed up on the structuring of the sentences. Afterwards, sessioned with the usually Latinos int he school gym. learned a new thing so that was pretty cool.
Went to my lola's house on the way home soo i can pick up her mail for her. she can't really walk that well soo yah, i got it for her.
went home, read, rested, got kidnapped by Diana and Chris to go to two parties. witht hem and Chris' friend Lauren. The parties were cool. there was a fight in the second party that was stupid, and everyone was getting all worked up. In the first party, Diana was getting more drink than Chris, pretty crazy, but yah, Chris was holding back because he didn't want to look like an ass in front of Lauren.
Soo yah.... mixed feelings right now.... i love this girl that loves me too.... but does she really love me?.... does she want to get back together?.... or should i move on?.... but if i do.... will it hurt her?... and will it hurt me? it would hurt a lot actually.... but i don't know how she feels though.... we haven't talked about our feelings in a while.....